My Christmas…Raw!!!

I begin with a heavy heart. I wont apologise. I miss Sam. He should have been here . He’s dead…end of. Don’t give me your sympathy or words of wisdom,it makes no difference. Excuse my spelling mistakes and my bitterness. I will not harness my feelings just to make you feel better. What I will give you is this… live, just that…LIVE.!!!

I have so much to live for and have so much crap  I have left behind. I feel better for it …but….when you face unnecessary loss it is so hard.

OK …enough. Give your loved ones a tighter hug soon…and don’t let Christmas be the excuse.

P.S This is the song that breaks my heart but encapsulates what I feel about my son. Don’t click this link. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HR9m1QU7nKI